The Fear

I think one of the things I noticed after losing my mother was there be that thought that one day I could be arrested for something. One day I could be suspected of something and there would be nobody in my corner saying No, he wouldn’t do that. Or I’m gonna fight for him. And that’s scary and me.

There is nobody that has a vested interest in proving my innocence or that really knows me to a degree that would, you know, stand up there like a parent would fight for a child even one nearing 50. You know, I know as the first caller, I had to be extra careful anyway. But it is challenging. And it’s one of the things I’ve noticed