Journal

Architecture

In a random word, open the dictionary to a random page and without looking playing Go word. What person from your whole life comes to mind just see that word and why the word turned out to be architecture.

And I think of a girl named Nadine document a from New York City. And I believe she was in architecture in the architecture space, and that’s why she pops into mind.

This 10 parts of yourself physical or mental that you recognize in your children. Is that a good thing in your opinion and why?

I can’t list 10 I can list one. I think one thing that I see in my child is when you get frustrated, frustrated, you become afraid when things don’t go the way that you plan. You get afraid, when I see are insecure, I see those same insecurities of myself because I think ultimately, she’s an orphan too.

She was an orphan. And I think orphans want security and they look for all their lives and they never find it. It’s just people biological parents have something the rest of us don’t.

Nothing definitely for her. I see that same insecurity that same uncertainty that same the world isn’t a safe place.

This 10 parts of myself physical or mental that I admire, don’t be humble. I think I’m a hard worker. I think I tend not to give up which actually works in my disadvantage from doing computer repair, which is why I don’t do much of it anymore, because it’s by the hour, but if I can’t solve a problem, I’ll keep working until the problem is solved and it may be impractical or the client can’t afford it or after shut off billing in favor of being able to make the customer happy and solve it.

So if it should be two hour fix and turns out to be a six hour fix by said it’d be a two hour fix. They’re paying for two hours of meeting four.

Something always wanted to learn but didn’t was acting and singing. I destroyed the singing CD somewhere. I’ve been drawn to it. I think again, it comes out of insecurity. actors and singers can be the most insecure people that there are, but when they take the stage, they become somebody else and they feel secure when they’re performing either by going deep within themselves or just the presence of the audience. And the attention.

Either way, I never pursued it. It was just I never made it to California. I tried twice in my lifetime once when I was 20 and once when I adopted my daughter, I had a pod and almost ready to go I had an apartment, almost ready to go. And I had a big plan but I just never did it.

And I think you know now that I have my cat home I’m not gonna do it. What I have right now, after years of going on adventures, I have security and I think that’s important especially for an orphan to feel secure in what they’re doing.

I played a mentor role in a lot of kids life in the neighborhoods. I told the story of how the kids jumped the fence into Dave’s yard and I took a lot of those kids in. I meant for a lot of them.

In fact, my daughter came out of that mentor, the mentorship thing that I was doing. She was a mentee. So I think that’s that’s important.

I don’t do it anymore. Probably. But not consciously or intentionally anyway, but I did devote a lot of time to that. And that’s important.

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