AfterLoss

What to talk about tonight

not sure what to talk about tonight. I know I went to Thanksgiving. At Kristy Springs house, Dave’s wife. She has a whole new world a whole new group of people. I think I was basically the legacy person. She tried to throw out life preserver to me several times introducing me that kind of thing, but it was just awkward.

Tyler wasn’t there. I talked to Tyler through Facebook, and she said Life goes on. You know, people move on, and it’s for the best and I think that’s true. Maybe I haven’t. You know, Kristy said that the kids were basically relieved. They don’t have to worry about where their father is anymore.

So I wonder what it is in me that I can’t move forward that fast. You know, it was September 12. And it was stuck, you know, thinking about it and processing it. I don’t quite know how everybody else moves on so fast.

And I gave my card out in a non crass way at the public memorial didn’t really get anything back like nobody reached out and said, Hey, let’s do coffee, or hey, I haven’t seen you in a while or hey, let’s catch up despite me giving out several cards. Again, it’s not a business meet and greet.

But you would think you know, if people say hey, I haven’t seen you in a while it’s let’s connect that they would but you know, it’s forgotten. It’s forgotten like anything else, I suppose.

Now, I guess that’s what I have to say tonight. That’s only two minutes but hey,

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