Running

So we’ve have had a store invasion in Nashville of all these TJ Maxx slash home goods clones be all’s, DD’s just to name a few.

All these sell basically home goods stuff, toys, cookies, clothes, whatever, right?

I was laying in bed last week and I realized with my one heavily laundered blanket how uncomfortable I was.

So I went to one of these places and I got two blankets. Really nice ones for $29.99 each, about $30.

And then I also went to Walmart and got like a bed set for $80.99.

It was vacuum packed like it was for online shipping like a return from online.

And between that and the dream I had earlier in the week about being in my childhood home, again, I don’t think it was a chemical reaction in the brain because I have been inside that home in the last two years as an adult, I’ve just felt a different sense of settled peace that I haven’t had.

I spent all my years running from the time I was 18, just running, running, running anywhere anytime I could go around the world and not just feel a sense of peace.

Along with the $10,000 that I’ve put into my home with the crawl space work, I feel peace.

And that’s new, or a desire to be home at the very least.

Plus I signed up for internet because internet has come.

But this isn’t so much about the here and now as much as it seems to be an accumulation of all the years just I guess finally having caught up.

Always gonna.

What’s up.

Speak people once again are not emotionally intelligent the way that I know that people are not.

I see how people apologize.

The most vulnerable act that you can do as a human is apologize because when you apologize yes that’s one of the most volatile years.

Dragon.

Right.